though i am not inclined to share my inner thoughts and feelings because i dont wanna be seen as a sad lump of meat and nerves, incapable of doing anything, and seen as an invalid all the time, confiding in someone i thought as someone who knows me best and saying i havent been good and something is wrong with me and having that one person just nonchalantly says “ok, i hope you get better real soon” without  actively being involved in trying to help me through it or even ask me what is happening, is just beyond discouraging.

it took my every ounce of courage and energy to hold back my  embarrassment and insecurity to tell you this and yet–

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