Years ago, I swore to myself that I would never believe in anything easily no matter who states it or what it is. Believing has, since then, been banned in my life.
I thought it was a great idea to build up a defence wall to not be fooled again.
I thought it really was brilliant.
I think, it is stupid.
No lectures have ever been fully absorbed into my mind, I believe in almost nothing from what the lecturers say unless I can validate it. It is hard to double-check when you are a lazy-assed kind of person.
It is not hard to ban something from your life. What’s hard is to take the consecuences of banning something and filling up the hole left by the-banned-thing.
How can I do that? How can I un-ban this belief of not believing?